Hello. Sorry I did not update yesterday but I had a really bad day. Remember I said Sunday that I burnt myself on the weed eater..Well It turned out to be a second degree burn and i let it get infected, not that i let it get infected on purpose. But any way I had to be put on antibotics and a special cream.

On my way to the doctor , I had to be rerouted because of an accident. Mind you I live in a small town and there was only one way into the town that my doctor was in. Over a bridge so I had to take a back road and finally got there 10 mins late. I had to wait an hour on the bridge to get back home. I read in the paper this morning that a man on a motercyle had gotton hit by a tractor trailor. Makes you think. I always think alot about bad things happening.

My best friends brothers wife(did I confuse you) died Fri night. She was only 30 years old and because she did not have insurance or the money to pay for a doctor she ignored something seriously wrong. She had a anurism (spelling) When the ambulance got there her blood pressure was 300 over something. She leaves behind 2 daughters that are 2 and 10. I did not know her well but it breaks my heart. Even though me and my mother have problems I could not handle if anything happened to her.

My mother in law come over today. Not that she has far to go only next door. But she fertilized my pathetic looking tomatoes. She has this gorgeous yard and all her flowers look so big and pretty. Some of mine are doing Ok but nothing compared to hers, I feel like saying, I have 3 children and alot to do I can not spend all MY time in the yard, Although i would like to.

I think that I have a 4th child. His name is I don't know. Because every time I ask my kids who did this or that They always say I don't know. Summer is almost over, I'll just keep saying that over and over. I am taking them to the public pool tommorow. Not that I like it there but It will keep them cool in this horrible heat wave. Hopefully this time no one goes Potty in the pool and they won't close it after we are only there for 20 mins.

I have a few job interviews on Friday keep your fingers crossed.

Well I won't bore you any more.....Goodnight

August 8,2001